i miss those times,
when we were best of friends.
no matter what happens,
i know you're there to listen.
now that you're gone,
i've no idea who's gonna be there for me.
perhaps you were already gone a long time ago.
just that it took me awhile to notice your absence.
i've grown stronger emotionally.
no longer the little sister you have to protect.
i understand you have no obligation to do that,
even from the start.
i know ultimately,
everyone will find their own soulmates.
spend most of their time with them.
i understand,
cause that's what i want my boyf to do as well.
but since you can make time for your other friends,
why not me.
why must i always flare up before i get attention.
nothing matters now.
i know there'll be a day i'll snap.
i no longer need anyone's concern.
i'm closing up,
for good.
